MELORA
SESSION: 2/26/00
QUESTION: Jyoti would like more information on
her traumatic life in China.
MELORA: Yes.
There has been much resistance to remembering this because this
is the severest case of sexual abuse and torture of any of her
lifetimes, [gently] including this one. It resonates throughout
her incarnational lives. This person, from the time she was a
small child through later adult lifetime, was used virtually
as a slave. It was ritualistic abuse—what, in China, would
be the equivalent of sorcery. Even though her consciousness was
that of an exalted being, what was done to her body . . . there
was great "temptation," if you will, to renounce all
of what she knew at the Soul level to be true of the Light because
of the inability to accept what she had chosen to learn from
this abuse in that lifetime. The temptation to renounce Creator.
The wish to annihilate the Self. The agony of Spirit as well
as body that she experienced in this lifetime was very great—the
most intense of the lifetimes in which she has chosen to explore
this issue.
In order to help her, we wish
to impart the information . . . her question is "Why?"
of course. "Why would one keep coming in and having this
happen." "Why in the world would one do this?"
"What is the lesson that I’m missing?" is her
question. Her question still, oftentimes, is "Why do people
have to suffer?"
The term we are hearing is "refinement
of Spirit." This is a potential. In choosing the depth and
intensity of this kind of experience, many have been launched
on a spiritual path. Many have come to and maintained their vision
of themselves as spiritual beings, whereas if things had been
"comfortable" they would have been distracted by the
physical, 3rd-dimensional comfort and not sought the spiritual
refinement which was the intention.
The next question is, "How
does this create spiritual refinement?" The spiritual refinement
that is created is a result of being so keenly discerning of
the finer gradations of things—first physically and then
being able to discern fine patterns and distinctions of energetic
movement and expression. Oftentimes people come in to incarnation
as artists to explore this. What our Jyoti has found in lifetimes
in which she has been an artist is that that didn’t work
because she could not create in art what these discernments were.
The particularities that are part of the Whole, that create the
whole tapestry. The little red thread over here that is part
of the vast, one tapestry. To be able to discern this.
And so, with the suffering there
were times when she experienced the exquisite beauty of her Soul,
and it got her through. Or as a result of the excruciating physical
pain, she reached with her consciousness a sweet, beautiful core
that otherwise she wouldn’t have known existed. It was for
that one moment—at which the entire Soul lineage glimpsed
and expanded into the awareness of the One—that she made
this sacrifice for the good of the Whole. She is saying, "If
Wendy is getting this, then I think I’m getting this too."
And yet there is still the question: "Why is that the only
way?"
QUESTION: That’s been the paradigm of the
Collective Consciousness of Humanity, played out by the archetype
of The Crucifixion.
MELORA: Yes.
And so now we are going to work with our Jyoti to release very
quickly. We are sending our Jyoti back from now to this time
. . . and the being that she was in this lifetime is incarcerated
in a very cold cell without any comforts. She is shackled to
a wall and forced to live like an animal. They just clean her
up right before they want to use her. Total abuse. Total deprivation.
And now she [Jyoti now] appears before herself [Jyoti then] as
a spirit that in that milieu she would recognize as a good spirit
and as a comforting spirit. She looks into her own eyes in that
lifetime as she is shackled like an animal to the wall.
She [Jyoti now] lifts herself
[Jyoti then] out of her body in that lifetime to be in that space
with her [Jyoti now] where there’s no pain—where there
is just very loving Creator energy. Lifts her out of her body
to release her from that lifetime many years before it actually
would have happened back then. We have now changed the timeline.
Now we educate her Soul Being Essence about why and where she
is now and who she is in the totality of the Collective Being
she and Jyoti are part of. We see spirals forming—like DNA
spirals—lifting them both up. Releasing the karmic patterns,
releasing the separation from Creator, coming to full understanding
of the purpose that has served ALL in the collective Soul Lineage.
Now "accordianizing"
across those timelines and lifetimes, merging them, having the
painful, the "negative," karma drop away. Being reinstated
is only the consciousness of the One to free all in their work
in the One. Now.